To teach myself to think of you
Without so much emotion
Without longing to look
Into your sweet eyes
Which showed me your soul
A soul connected to my own...
When will the pain stop?
How do I let it be at peace?
I told you long ago
I did not want to live in a world
Now you are gone
My souls still cries for you...
I am here
You are there
In a better place
So they say
I am selfish
I want you here with me
My heart not able
To let... Read More
We were never made to be perfect my dearest brother;
yet still after all this time we struggle to find perfect meaning to our mindless blunders.
What is perfection, and to who's qualified eye must approval be met?
this wonderful life, in the end will collect it's debt.
Before anything we were sons, brothers, and sinners;
and in the end we stood helpless as addiction's prisoners
We battled with personal struggles most likely unseen, but too grand to go unnoticed;
drowning in water like dejected lotuses.
Our addiction made us want what was... Read More
Today, day number seven hundred forty two;
give me just another moment and these feeling too, will be through.
Fire rises with the wind;
burns everything in it's path, deep within.
Like a love you had and swore was true;
only to realize at the end true love begins with you.
Time has always been a friend of mine;
the healing agent, the antidote to the pain year nine.
I didn't know how to feel when I learned of your news;
your engagement, congratulations, elation's infused.
Apprised was the world of you status;
I was... Read More
Life truly is what you make it
I will not waste my energy
On the world testing my resolve
I do not live on a rock of
Painting me into a box...
To that I say
Go, go from me
I will never embrace
This unjust living trying
To enslave my heart
With what will never blossom
Into my known purpose....
I refuse to stumble and fall
When weary I hold tight to faith
Knowing there is nothing that
Will shatter my resolve
Having been blessed and branded
With trials... Read More
Today I wake with a hunger
to search the valley
A place where birth lingers
with it's sacred memories
Instead I find voices of condemnation
wounds which left me bleeding, sticks and stones
Still I look for healing, grace, truth, reality beyond
the narrow confines of intolerance and judgement.....
I climbed the mountain summit
Where I had placed my hopes and dreams
Breathless with perseverance
Resolution and persistence my tools
Embracing only the shadow of what had been
once upon... Read More
I know not why I came or where I will go but I do know that I am here, I exist...
In this world beset with pleasure and pain in the mist of uncertainly There is a higher truth shining brightly Calling my soul to a deeper knowing...
In knowing that this planet exists , although I know not why While I am here. let me illuminate with encouragement...
I do not find all the answers in my searching I see enough to make me embrace these blessings in faith Carried forward with my vulnerable heart...
The trouble I see is there is not enough hope To trust in the divine faith... Read More
If the darkness were my friend and did not make me weep in pain
I would reach out in my mind to embrace far away emotions
I would breath your caress brushing my skin , a nocturnal gush
In the dim forefront of my cherished memories I would dance with your smile inside my heart....
If the darkness was a gracious dream a memory birthed in fetal time
I would hold tightly to distant memories and still be with you in time passed by
You waited with the frail hold you had to life waiting for my forgiveness before you passed on
I know you heard my prayer... Read More
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Agree Barb, throwing the baby out with the bath water 'aint the answer. Take care. :>)
I know Rigina, when it takes a week for legite comments to appear it is upsetting, and it is killing the site slowly. Surely there must be a better way to address the spammers and floggers. Also taking away ratings if you do not post in a period of...
ed i was one of the original complainers about people using this site to flog their stuff. Now legite comments don't show?