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We smiled our smiles, kisses burned
Feelings rushed one way
For me not returned
This is how I find myself
Alone in the company of her
First written in: opinionsofeye.com(more)
She tucked herself close to me, I covered her, encouraging her shelter. Pulling her close, my mind raced with anticipation. How will my queen reward me? Would she possibly let me be her king? How can I, plain and awkward, be a king? That would be.....I was yanked from my fantasy by her frantic tug. We walked quickly but as I turned to my familiar escape, down the lit side street to the paid parking...she pulled me down the alley, into the unknown, a dark way, a mysterious exit. It was a typical alley way by all estimations, lined part way with overflowing garbage cans, the rest lit gloomily... (more)
The late afternoon turned to the late night, evidenced by the visible change in both volume and appearance of my queens subjects. The large middle aged blue collar slave, began to morph into, a slicker, more refined slave, those whose love for my queen, gave birth to other interests, like little meetings in the restroom, hushed conversation with obvious handshakes concluding their business. The toll my queen takes on her subjects spurred them on to more devious measures of support for her, their habit. I reached for what I thought was my last 10, and with disgruntled acknowledgment, got a small... (more)
Sitting at the window, you wait for the sound of me
Knowing your betrayal, you nervously wait to see.
Looking in my eyes, you seek for little signs
the knowledge of forbidden times.
Searching through my things for false pretense
believing I am like you, your incensed.
Take your paranoia, your imposed hell
Leave me alone, your not well.
How is it that, you can steal away
Me, your distant love, held at bay?
In the end you will regret to see
I'll leave you alone and take care of me.(more)
You shout at me, I try to ignore what you do Your always there, I try to behave You wont let me be alone, I don't want a shadow You don't let me talk, I'm to loud You never will give up, I try to run You make me afraid, I make excuses You influence my friends, I try to explain You hide and peek at me, I cant know where you are You intrude on my privacy, I just want to be alone You threaten my existence, I just want to be safe You make me do things, I'm embarrassed to say You sink lower in your life, I watch you fall You struggle to bring me down, I struggle to breathe... (more)
“Love does not last forever, then?" "He asked me the same thing this morning," she said. "No, it does not - not love that has been betrayed. One realizes that one has loved a mirage, someone who never really existed. Not that love dies immediately or soon, even then. But it does die and cannot be revived.” ~ Mary Balogh, Simply Perfect
I am surprised at myself. Being a spiritually enlightened man, well acquainted with my own faults, and well exercised at forgiving a mountain of offenses against me, have found myself at an insurmountable barrier. I have bitterness at a betrayal, no not... (more)
I'm in love with a mysteryAll tied up in his own historyA puzzle left unsolvedYet I'm so heavily involved
Magical in your very existenceYou weaken my resistanceTake me to a higher levelFree my soul from all this evil
You are truly amazingYou make my heart singBut what is very confusingIs that you're unsure of anything
Be my muse, my inspirationBe my flame and feed my passion(more)
I gave you my desire, I gave you my fire, I gave you my touch I loved you so much I gave you my labor I gave you my anchor I gave you my shield I loved you to yield I gave you my years I gave you my tears I gave you understanding I loved you unending I gave you my nights I gave you my rights I gave you my soul I loved you to be whole I gave, you took I gave, you turned I gave, you went I gave, I miss me....
First written in: http://www.opinionsofeye.com/2011/01/i-miss-me.html(more)
...guard against the temptation. I have wanted to die . . . but more often I just wanted to live . . . without this pull towards sin. I am your brother in Christ.
Hidden as I was, I knew others in church battled wrongful desires for satisfaction and fulfillment through homosexual relationships, pornography or other forms of sexual brokenness. Single and married, with or without children, they were maintaining the secret, living in fear, praying for a way out. We did not know each other, but struggled in isolation, praying no one would ever find out and that we would overcome in... (more)