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by rosenvegas (writer), Las Vegas, NV, April 18, 2011

It must hurt to lower yourself for nothing.

I could not loath her as I wanted to. Could not wish ill on her. All my energy, all my focus was aimed at her dismissal. Dismissal from my thoughts for she deserved not a moment of my attention. Unimportant, no impact on me. Satisfaction was not hers to have. Just the guilt and realization of who she was, is all she deserved. All she could look forward to. Self disgust, regret, shame, is what she deserved, but a moment in my thoughts? Definately not earned. How sad, the price you paid for a fleeting moment of attention.

You showed no regard for the life created and nurtured. Like a thief entering without permission, helping themselves as they wish. Draining. Destroying. A leech obessed. Your own desires above all others, your needs prevailing, despite the trail of destruction you'd leave behind. No ability to reconstrunct, you're useless even to yourself.

Your value diminished. Your self respect gone. Like an animal you scurry to gather whats left. Your integrity gone. Morals non-existant. Morsels of hope are all that remain. You hope for a mask so when you look in the mirror, you can hide all your shame. Shame in knowing you are indeed nothing.



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By taking off the mask on April 18, 2011 at 06:51 am

WOW that my dear was one of the best ways to express yourself in so many words that all mean similar meanings. Well done. and sadly I feel this way about a few people.

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By rosenvegas on April 18, 2011 at 11:59 am

@TOTM - that is unfortunate. I believe in people to often and as just as often are let down. Everyone walks into m ylife with a clean slate, what they do with it is theirs. Some just hosuld have never gotten a clean slate to begin with. But I'll keep my standards high...I can afford it ;)

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By rosenvegas on April 18, 2011 at 04:30 pm

Ah, Ms. Melody, wish I could say it was only one person being "dissed" my life has been filled with them.

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