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Urge of revival

by SZU (writer), Karachi (Pakistan), July 26, 2010

It was written at one of those times when I just didn't know what to write on. And I couldn't understand why.

Once upon a time, my mind was a natural recipient to fresh and instant ideas. And words complemented those thoughts well. Now the mind has changed, the ideas have perished and the words have withered away. Why? The reason is yet to be discovered. The motive; yet to be unearthed. And the disease, still to be diagnosed.

But as I sit repenting on the decline of my creative state; there's a voice (from deep within) that's shouting at me. I can see it. Can't hear it. That voice is mine-I know; but how to reach it? I don't. It can help me- I know; but how to follow it? I don't.

In my quest of finding others I have lost my own-self. This is sad, but I am happy still. At least I have realized that I am not with myself; and this is my first step towards my revival. But that's it; because I am still to find my way back to the original me, to help myself move ahead.

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4 comments on Urge of revival

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By JJFCPA on July 26, 2010 at 11:32 am

What is it that causes these changes in the 1st place. It's hard to change back much less than to chnage to something new.

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By SZU on July 26, 2010 at 12:40 pm

Cher- thankyou for liking my writing. Yes, I do want to fly, but for that I first need to find out answers to so many questions that erupt within me regarding myself...Thanks a lot for your advice. I always love reading your feedback! :)

JJFCPA- There could be many many factors that work individually or perhaps altogether. Sometimes certain tensions jeopardize one's mental health, sometimes one gets so badly lost in certain questions that s/he does not get the time and/or oppurtunity to be attracted to anything else...sometimes one's mind reaches such a stauration point whereby one doesn't feel like being indulged in anything at all...etc

I agree it's hard to bring about any changes within oneself, but I feel it's not impossible.

Thankyou for yur valuable comment! =)

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By SZU on July 28, 2010 at 05:00 am

Devin- Thankyou! :D

Melody- I agree =)

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By Oliwia88 on May 14, 2014 at 02:14 am

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