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This Is Me

by Uttam Gill (writer), BOMBAY(MUMBAI), November 02, 2015

As Successes have many applauding hands and so as the failures too, which instead, have scanning eyes…

This is me… cut out to be as no one tends to forget and millions tends to watch…As the carbonic caricature my existential belief acquires the matching hope to find a magic wand with one and one reason to be know about who I am and this is me…To me from the beginning, it never ends and from the end it refuse to begin because I wish to travel from the beginning till end…And as I have not begun yet- so end is certainly not the premature destination which I wish to reach without travelling the distance between and this is me …

All that world has created and destroyed knows the scripted existence of success and debacle…I have yet to script my existence; awaiting my alma mater to give me a flip to transcend the scriptures of a dreamer who wish to exist as the one to whom no one tends to forget and millions tends to watch…This is me…Among the billions my existence in its pioneering mode willing to traverse the capricious and illusory fear of setbacks.

Millions of words of the journals have conspired to churn billions over the corpse of failed entity…While digging over their setbacks they certainly craft a strategy in its enormity because they know that corpse of failed entity do not stink…People rather mysteriously wish to walk in to see one more among billions failed…Strange are the ways of life…one man’s failure is another man success…I shudder at this and this is me

Yes, I shudder…you know why, because I don’t wish to be in the punctuated write ups of journals, where among few inverted comas, I would find my name or it may be that due honor of recognition in punctuating English language, may not be given to me…or it may also happen, that draft of my failed existence would become a dispute under comas and full stop- where punctuations of write up would define failures in the language befitting to the mood of the editors, who knows how to earn millions to quote the punctuating instances of failure…My dear friends failure too sells…That’s why I Shudder… As Successes have many applauding hands and so as the failures too, which instead have scanning eyes…When I think this …I question and That is me…

-Uttam Gill



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Uttam Gill is a writer for BrooWaha. For more information, visit the writer's website.
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By Barbara MacDonald on November 02, 2015 at 04:24 pm

Well writen Uttam, I remember this from a while ago.

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By Barbara MacDonald on November 02, 2015 at 04:25 pm

*written

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By Uttam Gill on November 03, 2015 at 12:32 am

Thank You So Much Barb...your comment matters...

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By HomeRearedChef on March 25, 2016 at 04:07 pm

I think this is deep and beautiful, Uttam. I dare say, you might be speaking on my behalf, too. Beautiful!

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By riginal on March 29, 2016 at 10:29 am

So true Uttam, nice piece. I remember Billy Connelly the English comic being interviewed. Stated in serious jest but so true as he had suffered the same tribulations "your friends...they'll sit in the gutter, drink with you, wail with you at your misfortune, then as soon as you climb out of the ditch of despair they'll try their utmost to drag you down again."

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By Uttam Gill on May 08, 2016 at 03:12 am

Thank you so much Barb, Virginia and Riginal...Live...live...live...

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