So here I am now,
alone and depressed;
lost in this struggles of life,
inextricably entangled up,
in troubles and strife..
Don't know what's happening to me,
feeling like running out of luck,
nothing positive left in me,
life has seriously started to suck..
Now nothing amuses me,
no situation tends to excite,
life is just withering apart,
something has started dying inside..
All i feel now is disgrace and shame,
nowhere else but in me only,
it's getting stronger day by day,
routing to my inner strength slowly..
Mind is wandering around,
filled with despair and dreaded thghts,
its making me harder to breathe, to live,
possible solutions harder to sought..
Among this entwined maze of life's events
it's like every ounce of soul is enervated,
life has lost its purpose, its reasons..,
has gone wrecked, completely devastated...
No ray of hope, believe can be foreseen,
alone I am, left in the lurch;
Never expected this world would feel so mean,
"fate with pain" would be having a merge..
All my world is so empty,
this darkness around me is making me cold,
I feel so alone, so lonely now,
there's no one to understand me, to comfort,
no one to hold...
But still the poker face is on,
it's what all people see, hear,
but they fail to notice the grief running through me,
the crying on inside, the silent tears...
Though my quest is on for a better tomorrow,
It's what I hav been craving for so long,
I just hope, somehow i manage to weather this storm, this sorrow,
before I fall apart, before everythng goes wrong....