I lay here with out you- in so many ways.
Your absence is blackness on all of my days.
Please tell me I'll awake and the nightmare won't be true.
Please tell me I'll awake and find my way back to you.
Tell me my fears are not what they seem.
Tell me our love is not a broken dream.
Tell me again, that I am everything you want and need.
Can you find a way to comfort me through this heart bleed?
I need you like I never could admit.
My very soul loves and adores you and it never will quit.
I can't make out the shadow that looms.
I am not as strong as everyone assumes.
I don't know what is the exact threat.
But I know my life owes you it's debt.
I know I could not live with out you, and I don't want to try.
But the words keep playing in my head and they sound like 'Goodbye'. L.J 1-4-12